Cynthia Taz

Moving to LJ

2006-06-23T08:35:00.000-07:00

From now on, i'll mostly most on LJ instead of here... cos i'll be also posting stories there and i'll mk it easier for me to keep everything in one account...

i'll still keep this blogger account, since i've got some post here... but i'll spend more time on LJ...

um... here's the link...

Cynthia Taz LJ
(i'll probably mk a banner for it later... just like what i did for blogger and Yahoo!360)

Two old post from Yahoo!360 blog

2006-06-23T08:29:00.000-07:00

Entry for December 31, 2005
Not only that my laptop love to give me a fissy fit when i needed her most, now that my stupid XDA join in the fissy team... stupid thing keep losing all my stuff, keep reseting itself... now not only all my stuff have lost, i don't even got a mobile phone to use... well, i can use it as a phone, just not mobile...

may be it's a bad omen or something, but just not long ago i was asked if i want a new mobile... the stupid angel on my shoulder said no... and now left me hanging there... f**k...

cranky... but can't blame me, i just spent my first six hours of 2006 fixing my XDA...

on top of it, i _once again_ lost my latest edit for blood ties... it was supposed to be ready to send for beta... grr...

Saturday December 31, 2005 - 11:43am (PST)

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Entry for November 26, 2005
first try on Yahoo blog... interesting...

received Blood Ties beta-readed update, should be able to post it on mon or tue... ha... plus a pic of Willow's broom and 2 more his and her circumstance wallpaper... if my laptop doesn't have another fussy fit...

what have i done to you anyway? why do you have to keep rebooting? i treat u with respect, don't i? so i would seldomly naughty and slap your keyboard cos my porgram doesn't work, but u don't have to have a fussy fit on me every hour, do u? i don't have another $800 to take you to doctor...

Saturday November 26, 2005 - 08:12am (PST)

exam...

2006-06-03T01:37:00.000-07:00

exam exam exam...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

new favorite words...

2006-04-26T02:34:00.000-07:00

My new favorite words:
I don't kiss my ma with that mouth.... I kiss my dog.

easter bunny ate me alive...

2006-04-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

fever, aches, sore throat, headache, cough...

runny nose unlimited...

Curse

2006-03-01T19:49:00.000-08:00

Miss school today, had been sneezing whole night yesterday and i think i've got a fever, and now my head's giving birth... grrr...

it must be a curse or something, every first week of the new semester i'll get sick... it's really suck!!!!!

WHERE ARE YOU MUSE?!

2006-02-20T03:19:00.000-08:00

dear muse has gone on a holiday, and left me out in the cold... Trying to get done for the latest part of blood ties but it just doesn't sound right... ten thousand times re-writing it and still not right... ::sigh:: wanna at least finish it before next week when new semester come but seems not likely to finish it before then...

Oh Muse, where are you?!

crazy crazy week

2006-02-08T03:02:00.000-08:00

crazy wrist still hurt, the swelling's much better but still can't take much weight, or move too much...

washing dishes became one of the most difficult job cos the crazy dish just keep spinning around in the sink like crazy mama and crazy left hand wasn't strong enough to hold it... on top of that crazy throat's buring like crazy and crazy program went all nut and seg. faulty on everyone...

and then crazy laptop follow her crazy mama wrist-step and went extra extra crazy, along with her little crazy wireless card giving out crazy crazy waves and blue-crazy-screening with crazy laptop...

crazy crazy week...

so i'm depressive... bite me

2006-01-10T04:52:00.000-08:00

i don't like to go out, big deal... don't really need to cause a sence in public... why is it matter that i like spending time alone? it's not like i'm living in some cave playing explosive... even if i am the one who's threatened by it will be the innocent bunny living next door...

so i'm depressive... bite me

on the bright side, just got a new background pics for the homepage... ah...

and just saw the comment from Juicy Fruiter. interesting job as park ranger, i never know anyone working in a park or anywhere near that... well, maybe except those i know from the geog department, but then let's face it, most of the time they're in the lab facing a computer... totally different from facing the real thing...

we're computer slave, la-lala-la-la (brain go to the far far land of neverland... again...)

heart of lion, legs of chicken

2006-01-02T11:44:00.001-08:00

just joined the flickr and upload banners and some random pics, so it'll be easier to know which fics still 'vn't got banners... but now i'm so damn sleepy... vn't sleep the whole night...

summer semester started, still damn worry about the subject... it seems so difficult... grr... wonder if i'll get day off before sem 1 start...

still waiting for the reply from O2... don't know how i gonna survive without a mobile... probably crawl myself the whole way to under the rock...

oh, and my brain keep echoing: "i've the heart of a lion, and the legs of a chicken"

Finally...

2005-11-12T06:06:00.000-08:00

Exam finally ended... and 've bought my first lotto ticket this week... of course, not winning... i'm just not one of those who would buy a winning ticket, i guess... (::sigh::)

Working on the stories update right now, and spent lots of time watching Xena re-run on my desktop mama (just format and reinstall everything... finally fix it so it got a f**king menu to choose between linux and windows... stupid me set windows as deault when installing red hat... and i twist my wrist again when fixing the damn cd drive... at least now i got my cd-r back on, and out the dvd f**king not working drive...

Ah... tired...

hungry...

2005-09-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

um... can't sleep (like it's new...), and very hungry (for food! ..d**n stupid brain), so surfing around on the net like a headless chicken (like it's new... afterall, i was born in the year of chicken... or roaster? is it the same? ... not that sleep and hunger (for food!) has anything to do with internet... it has alot to do with chicken though)

tv's playing 'true lies', it had been played for like billion times and still going strong... (good for you, governor!) and still didn't solve my sleep/eat (food!) program (problem, stupid, not program... 've you C++ your brain out? ..and talking to myself... i really need to take some pills... sigh...)...

and why is there no website that is specificly for btvs fanart? like ff.net but a site for ppl to upload wallpapers and stuff? i so wanna make one but no money, no time, no nothing... (.. sigh... again ..)

and exam at the end of oct!!! Die me die!!!

working my butt off...

2005-09-18T23:49:00.000-07:00

stupid me forgot to send blood ties part 17 for beta-read after spending whole like trying to fix the un-fixable and waiting for the not-yet-send-email-reply...

and then very busy working on the UML for the 05 assignments which is very NOT ass kicking...

and then keep typing wrong words...

Grrr... i need some sleep...

New icon!!!

2005-09-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

Just upload a new icon for the blog lick (blog lick... hehe... my figure is in crazy mode again...)

Editing Blood Ties, working and working and working... suddenly wanna write a Law and Order SVU and BtVS crossover... um... not so non-linear thoughts...

...sunny tram...

Great!

2005-08-27T10:37:00.000-07:00

Just upload pics directly to the blog instead of through geocities... Yah!

I LOVE U BLOGGER!

Um... s**kee...

2005-08-27T10:19:00.000-07:00

Homepage keep 'exceeded allocated data transfer'... don't know what the problem is... i mean, all the pics and stuff inside aren't that large, how the hell it exceeded 3 GB data transfer? it had been down at least like three hrs (at least that's what they said...) Very s**kee...

May be should start looking for a new place to store the pics... (or starting at least move the pics from the blog out fm the geocities? Um...)

SML

2005-08-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

stupid SML keep erroring me...

if u don's stop it i'll... i'll... well, i won't delete u but i'll do mean things like... um... making faces at u?

i really need a life... without assignments.

Said

2005-07-04T03:10:00.000-07:00

She said: You don't want them to look down on you.

She said: You don't want them to think you less.

She said: This is what you want.

I said: ...

I said: This is what all you care about.

I said: ...

Why do I have to care what you want me to care? Why do I have to care what they think of me? Why do I have to be defined by what other people think and believe? Is that not I am a whole person? Is that not what I want and think and care be as important as everyone? Why do I have to live in the world where I no longer matter, where pain no longer matter as long as I live up of expectations of people I don't even care, that I don't even know about?

Why can't I just die?

CSE Exam

2005-06-11T05:27:00.000-07:00

Very tired... sleep whole day still damn tired...

04 Exam yesterday, knew the questions but don't 've enough time to finish it...

Damn it... #@!*&%^~

Trying to study GES, very worried, seems the lecture notes were all over the place... and the info were all over in my place... can't piece them together...

Crap...

Ave Verum Corpus

2005-05-27T05:34:00.000-07:00

Ave verum corpus natum de Maria Virgine,
Vere passum immolatum in Cruce pro homine,
Cujus latus perforatum unda fluxit et sanguine,
Esto nobis praegustatum in mortis examine.

Tattoo...

2005-05-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

Just spot the tattoo on BSG Starbuck's forearm (does the actress call Katee or Kate? Um...). I think I goggle somewhere said it's 'public property' in Latin... um... interesting...

And then still don't 've much muse on the Blood Ties... it just getting harder to write... the whole story is so... um... grrr... though still not giving up on the BSG fic... yet...

Just posted 'Pain' on the web couple days ago... stir up so many old memories, but getting easier to read... guess i'm really getting better... ha... may be i can even finish the sequel... not...

And exam's coming... not so much interesting...

Bugger...

P.S> Turkey Night!!!

Weekend school...

2005-04-17T04:14:00.000-07:00

Finally finish 2 days of weekend school... very damn tired. Start packing things... moving house is a bitch... grrr...

So damn tired...

2005-04-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's geog field trip... so damn tired... my legs' dman hurt... threw up yesterday night... grrrr... X_X

Sunny in Huntingdale...

Stupid thinking...

2005-04-08T00:46:00.000-07:00

Sleeping almost for whole day, de-frozing the chicken wings... suddenly hit by a thought: how do we id 'stupid'? I mean, ppl do certain thing that identify as stupid, we said 'this is stupid' when we do something embarrassing or well, with no purpose or productive, but who have the right to id what is productive or what is embarrassing or what is not? How do we identify 'productive' anyways? You can say feeling good is one way of 'productive' or you can id only a gain of physical things as 'productive', so which is right?
And then what's the point of having prayers and stuff? I mean, is prayer like a phone number of something so when you pray you're actually mking a phone call to God? But God supposes to know everything, so even without the 'amen' stuff God will know what you're thinking or doing or talking, right? So why don't u just go right to the point without sending half the time remembering the prayer and stuff?
Um... hungry...

Huntingdale

2005-04-06T01:17:00.000-07:00

Huntingdale on raining day... (don't know if spell it right...)

PSY out...

2005-04-06T00:44:00.000-07:00

too sleepy to finish the psy report and too damn 'not in the mood' to finish the cse prac... blog mood strike so figure should try this out... ~_~''
what time it is showing anyways? CA? But I'm in Mel Aust... ha...